Monday, 29 June 2015
Saturday, 20 June 2015
Wednesday, 17 June 2015
They are growing up way too quickly, I am just sitting here with a rare moment of peace (I am sure there is something that needs to be done) Thing 2 is at playgroup will be picking her up shortly, tonight we have a meeting for her new start at big school in September! Thing 1 is very excited about having her little sister join her, but for me it very much is the end of an era, she's my baby... I dealt quite well with Katie going to school but I think that's because I had my baby at home with me... In September I won't have anyone that needs me between the hours of 9-3.... I am thinking of ways to cope with this...
Sunday, 13 April 2014
Yesterday evening the sun was shining, we had had a busy day, little moo had fallen asleep after dinner, miss k was still full of energy I decided to take her on a bike ride, just me and her. . She loved it!!! She was chatting, smiling and laughing the whole time.
I realised I spend no time at all just me and her... she needs that and I don't make enough time for her, elsie gets plenty of alone time with me and she benefits from it. I have decided to make sure at least once a month me and katie will do something just the 2 of us..
Monday, 27 January 2014
I've not blogged in a while... im trying to get things straight in my head.. im trying to be the best mum possible and to not let anything worry them.
Im laying here preparing myself for yet another sleepless night.. im so tired yet I cant sleep. We are currently in the process of losing our house... its being sold and we need to find somewhere else. It doesnt even feel like home anymore.
The girls think/hope we are moving to a 'massive house with fields' thats not going to happen...
I find people mainly the ones closest to me.. asking "if I'm ok? I seem miserable" course im fucking miserable... im angry.
I wake up and tell myself today I will just smile.. we are all healthy everything to be happy about I have 2 amazing little girls who even in my darkest times make me laugh... although I feel I should do more with them?! Laugh more with them?!?
I hope they are truly happy...
I feel slightly better for writing it down...
Heres to better days ♡
Friday, 27 December 2013
Wow yet another amazing christmas, I have the best family and love how we can not see each other much all year and for 1 day its like we have never been apart... its always so magical and I love this time of year... now the part where we find room for the mounds of toys and try to de clutter wondering when its acceptable to take the decorations down....
Right now my usual feelings at this time of year are tainted with a horrible feeling our landlords will not be renewing our contract on the 1st January. . . Through no fault of our own, due to personal issues of our landlords... I will be so sad to leave our beautiful house that we have made home.. we love the street,the people... everything.
We have no where to go no money to move... I could be thinking totally the wrong thing but just incase anyone know anything about squatters rights???
Friday, 20 December 2013
Cuddles happen all the time with my girls it's an ordinary moment but definitely one of the best.