Saturday, 14 November 2015


Mixed feelings on this one....
Myself and a friend are first timers...
I am very excited, I started my blog a while ago but never really got stuck in or gave it enough time, now I have decided I have the time to dedicate to it, my girls are slightly less dependent (mainly only between the hours of 9-3 when they are at school) my job is going well.. Ticking along nicely, I have so much to share I figured my blog is the way to do it.

I am on the other hand slightly apprehensive about going, as I am a total novice, but what better way to better my blog by going somewhere I will be surrounded by people that write amazing blogs, hoping to pick up plenty of tips.

But before I go I am really hoping to develop my blog... Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you for reading 


Monday, 29 June 2015

My body...

Why do we have constant hang ups about our body? Surely if we are happy it shouldn't matter? 
I have a great life really, nothing too bad has every happened, I've had my hiccups, I've got over them! I've loved and lost! But I have an amazing family, my 2 girls make my life perfect! So why do I still feel the need to change the way I look? I would love to get rid of my mummy tummy... My back fat... My bingo wings... I could go on. I wonder if anyone is true happy with the way they look? If I changed those things would I be happy or would I find more? 
I'm on a mission to find out! 
What body issues would you change?

Saturday, 20 June 2015

Best friends

I was browsing across linkys to try and join in with a few and I came across a lovely blog with a lovely linky by it's a challenge to photograph your children together once a month.... My girls are incredibly close, but both so different in every way... Right now they are laughing and playing together and trying to decide who's more desperate for the toilet..... (Ermmm) 
They really are the best of friends and the worst of enemies... Today is a day filled with birthday parties so hopefully they won't have any time to fall out today. 

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Wednesday, 17 June 2015

It's been a while...

So I've been thinking for a while about trying to get back in to my blog, I loved how it was another way along with Instagram and Facebook to digitally record the lives of my girls....
They are growing up way too quickly, I am just sitting here with a rare moment of peace (I am sure there is something that needs to be done) Thing 2 is at playgroup will be picking her up shortly, tonight we have a meeting for her new start at big school in September! Thing 1 is very excited about having her little sister join her, but for me it very much is the end of an era, she's my baby... I dealt quite well with Katie going to school but I think that's because I had my baby at home with me... In September I won't have anyone that needs me between the hours of 9-3.... I am thinking of ways to cope with this...
Any tips??

Sunday, 13 April 2014

Not enough of me

Yesterday evening the sun was shining, we had had a busy day, little moo had fallen asleep after dinner, miss k was still full of energy I decided to take her on a bike ride, just me and her. . She loved it!!! She was chatting, smiling and laughing the whole time.
I realised I spend no time at all just me and her... she needs that and I don't make enough time for her, elsie gets plenty of alone time with me and she benefits from it. I have decided to make sure at least once a month me and katie will do something just the 2 of us..

Monday, 27 January 2014

Note to myself

I've not blogged in a while... im trying to get things straight in my head.. im trying to be the best mum possible and to not let anything worry them.
Im laying here preparing myself for yet another sleepless night.. im so tired yet I cant sleep. We are currently in the process of losing our house... its being sold and we need to find somewhere else. It doesnt even feel like home anymore.

The girls think/hope we are moving to a 'massive house with fields' thats not going to happen...

I find people mainly the ones closest to me.. asking "if I'm ok? I seem miserable" course im fucking miserable... im angry.
I wake up and tell myself today I will just smile.. we are all healthy everything to be happy about I have 2 amazing little girls who even in my darkest times make me laugh... although I feel I should do more with them?! Laugh more with them?!?
I hope they are truly happy...

I feel slightly better for writing it down...
Heres to better days ♡

Friday, 27 December 2013

Trying to shatter my christmas mood?

Wow yet another amazing christmas, I have the best family and love how we can not see each other much all year and for 1 day its like we have never been apart... its always so magical and I love this time of year... now the part where we find room for the mounds of toys and try to de clutter wondering when its acceptable to take the decorations down....
Right now my usual feelings at this time of year are tainted with a horrible feeling our landlords will not be renewing our contract on the 1st January. . . Through no fault of our own, due to personal issues of our landlords... I will be so sad to leave our beautiful house that we have made home.. we love the street,the people... everything.
We have no where to go no money to move...  I could be thinking totally the wrong thing but just incase anyone know anything about squatters rights???